I was concluding my patrol duty when I was instructed to stop by the DMV. An older guy was generating a disturbance, but was not hostile, just confused.
I immediately saw him as I entered. White hair, cane, glossy blue jacket with “RANGEL” and a huge number 5 on the back. He gripped crumpled documents with quivering hands, crouched down, trying to stay calm.
One cashier pointed at me like I was the answer. I inquired whether he needed assistance softly. He glanced up, stared over thick spectacles, and uttered something I’ll never forget:
“I was waiting for you, Officer Barnes.”
That stopped me. Due to my name. I had no badge to identify myself.
I inquired whether we’d met previously, and he grinned like I was faking. “You look like your mother,” he observed. Heart skipped. Mom died three years ago and never spoke about her background.
My arm was accepted without hesitation. The whole waiting area was watching now, as if this wasn’t usual. He leaned toward me like we’d walked this 100 times.
He mumbled dates, names, and locations I’d only seen in family photographs as we approached the far desk.
When we reached the desk, he addressed me by my childhood nickname. Was he?
“Lulu,” he said, staring at me hard to hold back tears. “Your mother called you that. Once, you hated it.”
I froze. Only my mother and grandma nicknamed me Lulu. No one else. My mom’s funeral was the last time I heard it. I snapped out of it and helped him give over his documents as the DMV woman cleared her throat.
After renewing his ID, I offered to drive him home. Something kept me from letting him go. He nodded as if everything were normal and planned.
In the police vehicle, I questioned him, “Sir, who are you?” Really.”
I’m Marcos Rangel, he replied, looking out the window and smiling weakly. Before you were born, I knew your mom. I once loved her.”
Staring at him, I was shocked.
“She never talked about you,” I remarked sharply.
He nodded. “She wouldn’t. She was guarding you. And maybe herself.”
Briefly, we drove silently. My head spun. I wanted to mistrust him, but his voice had a weird warmth that seemed familiar even if I couldn’t place it.
“She left me a letter,” he said. She told me to locate you if she died. Said you could need answers.”
I faced him. “You’re telling me you kept a letter for three years?”
“Longer,” he said. “I got it 10 years ago. She sent it after a short reunion. She said she was unwell but didn’t tell you.”
I felt tears at my corner. Tightened my steering wheel grip.
He removed a little, worn envelope from his jacket. On the front was my name. Her penmanship.
We parked in a secluded lot. I stopped the engine. Hands shaking, I opened the envelope.
One somewhat yellowed page was within. I heard my mom’s voice while reading:
“If you’re reading this, Luisa, fate brought you to Marcos. Sorry for the silence. So I did what I thought best. Though imperfect, he loved you from afar. Always inquired about you. I was unable to bring him into our life at that time. You deserve his knowledge. Perhaps now is the time.”
I cried nonstop. They fell easily, burning on my cheeks. Marcos stroked my shoulder.
“She never told me why she left,” he whispered. “One day, she vanished.”
“My father died when I was two,” I muttered. “She raised me alone.”
“She never told me about him,” he replied. “But I knew she had secrets.”
We waited in the parking lot for nearly an hour. Talking. A little crying. I laughed more than anticipated.
Marcos retired as a baseball coach. Five years after a stroke, still recuperating. He was never married or had children.
He added, “She was the love of my life.” “Never stopped loving her.”
I had no idea what to do. However, my chest relaxed.
In the following weeks, I visited him regularly. Took him to the doctor. Improved his residence. We left it unlabeled.
Presented me with an old picture book. My mom smiled in front of a rusted automobile, held a bat at a dirt baseball field, and laughed on Marcos’ shoulders in images I had never seen.
“She was wild back then,” he remarked. “Her stories would have delighted you.”
I began recording our chats. He filled up missing bits with his memory of her.
His neighbor called me one morning. Marcos fell in the hall. He vanished before the ambulance came.
I was stunned with sorrow. I felt like I had lost him twice—as a kid who never knew him and as an adult who just began.
A will was left. Nothing flashy. A few personal items and funds… a note to me.
“You redeemed an old man. Though not required, you did. I appreciate that. Waste no time, Lulu. Love wholeheartedly despite fear. Especially if it scares.”
Also included was a check. More money than anticipated. Enough for a housing deposit. Or finally take the criminology course I’d put off.
I choose the course.
I spoke at his funeral. Told everyone how he appeared unexpectedly and altered everything. Not every love is what you anticipate. A whispered name, a delayed letter, or a DMV encounter may do it.
Some months later, I noticed an old voicemail on my mom’s stored messages. It was two weeks before her death. Her message was simple: “Be kind if you meet Marcos.” He’s in your story.”
Sometimes I think of him when watching an old baseball game or driving by the DMV.
Funny how life works. Everything changed with one routine shift, one perplexed guy, and one letter.
I realized that truth may be found at any time. Never late to forgive. It’s never too late to love someone, even briefly.
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